It was ugly and violent. I know that. It wasn't an easy death.
Bloody hell, all that's been running through my head for the last hour is that he's gone, so we're so much safer now. He was my baby brother, I remember Mum changing his nappies, but I can't muster up the grief I want to have. Except that I let Dad down. And it's gutting me to see what Mum and Ginny are going through.
Look, I need to get out of this house before I go mad. I'll tell Charlie; he'll send me a patronus if I need to come back, if they finally get around to sending an official. But meanwhile, could you meet me? At--at the fishing hole? Say in about a quarter of an hour or so?
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Date: 2014-07-27 12:29 am (UTC)Bloody hell, all that's been running through my head for the last hour is that he's gone, so we're so much safer now. He was my baby brother, I remember Mum changing his nappies, but I can't muster up the grief I want to have. Except that I let Dad down. And it's gutting me to see what Mum and Ginny are going through.
Look, I need to get out of this house before I go mad. I'll tell Charlie; he'll send me a patronus if I need to come back, if they finally get around to sending an official. But meanwhile, could you meet me? At--at the fishing hole? Say in about a quarter of an hour or so?
I just need--shite.
I just need to see you.